And im already tired, i got up at 8, fixed Masters lunch and breakfast, the dogs food, my breakfast and coffee, took my meds then sat down for a bit while Master sat in his chair and listened to a book. I enjoy listening to the books with him. Then it came time for him to leave for work.
I then continued to get dishes done, pick up the house some take the dogs on about a half mile walk. After that i gathered the trash and ran it out and now im settling in to watch or well play some netflix to listen to while i work on my crochet. Im working on a simple hat to wear when i run. Im hoping in time to find a weight bench to my work out but thats going to take some time and money unless i find one free on craigslist or something like that.
Last night was nice, i used a thing on his feet to get the callouses off then put lotion on them. It felt nice to sit at his feet. In the past it was always only dont if asked to and now its not so much that way and im having a hard time getting used to it but im working on it. Ive also been writing more but i think its the writing bringing out the nightmares. Last night i dreamed that i shot someone, of course it was only because he was shooting at me but i killed him, i woke up talking about bullets, even Master heard me. Im going to let my shrink know that the new med isnt helping w ith the dreams and i want back on what i know works. I know she will work with me as she gave me a choice but im also trying to get my body as healthy as i can so that i can go off as many of my meds as possible as i want a baby and i know some of my meds i cant be on if im pregnant.
