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7/4/15
There is a strong
power that can be gained through surrender. It is not a power that comes from
manipulation or passive-aggressive control over another person. Instead, it is
a peaceful, internal power that fills the heart and soul of the slave who
recognizes the pleasure that quiet obedience gives to an owner.
It is peaceful, My heart mind body and soul are soaring with
happiness. Not only had I doubted for so
long that id ever find a Master again but I also doubted id ever love like this
again but its happened and giving myself over has been THE best thing I could
have ever done. If I have any regrets its that it didn’t happen sooner but
that’s okay as well as it gave us a few years to get to know each other on a
level that had we been in a relationship I don’t know if we would know so much
about each other.
I love that Matt isn’t passive aggressive or manipulative.
He does ask things of me rather than blatantly order me and I appreciate that.
Im treated as a human not an object even though I am property. And I do prefer
quiet obedience where I know what to do and when and how. Ive worked on a set
schedule for me and i like that. I like having a set schedule where I know what
to do when, otherwise im like a fish out of water flailing around. I like just
going around and doing my own thing knowing its whats supposed to be done and
not having to be reminded. As ive stressed before my role is to make life as
easy for Master as possible. Ultimately he shouldn’t have to life a finger for
a thing unless he wants to and
I love it when life is that way for me, I enjoy serving,
knowing im useful and productive and helping others succeed in their life and I
feel that by the things I do I contribute to that.
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